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8:24 PM
..Love never fails to end with a teardrop__*
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Days haven't been so bright these few days.
In reality and emotionally. Argued several times with G this week already.
Although it seems as though we feel more for each other after,
it's only a perceived image. Cause somehow, you do not feel the same.
I'm trying hard, I'm really doing my best.
Though that perfect image of me has already been shattered,
and that the pieces would still have cracks,
I still aim to fix back this image to the best of my ability.
Today was orientation training. Initially was quite exciting for me,
but without knowing why, I felt sianed of it already.
Probably because of the long hours, and I do not exactly know many people.
Although thess does not have a direct impact on me, I feel so hurt directly.
On top of your grad night stuff, you take on orientation "house hero",
student forum, and many other stuff, making you so stressed and all.
I really feel so useless, not being able to be there to help you,
having to work so hard with your councillors at your house till night time,
while here I am at home bumming around.
I don't deny that I feel a little neglected because of your council,
but I feel even worse when I think I'm neglected or start sulking,
because you are working your ass out so hard, while here I am complaining.
I want to lighten your workload as much as possible, as far as I can.
I don't need any recognition, reward, praises or tangible items,
I just need you to accept my help and your appreciation to motivate myself..
I'm sure we can get past this together,
jiayou all the way, you have a man behind this successful woman literally!
12:18 AM
..Love never fails to end with a teardrop__*
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I've got to say now at JC level, it's a totally new perspective.
Everything, or almost everything is about results.
Whether you promote or not, whether you can take part in school events,
or even how people look at you is based on your results.
I'm glad I did okay for my exams this time,
but the pressure is even higher now that I must maintain this expectation.
I'm also happy the whole year long project work has come to an end today.
I did I think my best in the presentation today.
Regardless of the result, I'm satisfied.
And training is gonna eat into my time holiday time now.
Almost everyday theres training. Thank goodness glad has her council.
Otherwise it would seem like I'm pangseh-ing her already haha.
Oh well, time is given to us, it's how we manage it.
I'm sure these are no barriers to us going out (:
11:57 PM
..Love never fails to end with a teardrop__*
Sunday, September 6, 2009
These 2 days have been really wonderful for me,
I really feel as though I'm in dreamland,
thinking about you, being with you and everything was about you.
No school, no work and hardly any other thoughts.
But well, we have to face it yeah, school still has to go on,
but it's just another few weeks till we end promos!
Currently, I have 2 goals, train
harder for canoeing,
and to study
harder for promos.
September holidays checklistMONDAY-
Running in the morning (Approx. 4.5km, 24m 31s)
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Gyming after GP remedial-
Do integration I and II/Write formula sheet
Tuesday-Running in the morning
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Written report with PW group-Revise previous chapters of Maths/Chemistry
Wednesday-Gyming at Bishan
-GP essay outline
-Chemistry (Tuition work/Ionic equilibria)
Thursday-Will be at JB (Mum's birthday)
Friday-Running in the morning
-Econs homework
-Gyming after lunch
-Finish econs homework
Saturday-Random reading on any subject (Got a damn feeling, it'll be chem)
-Out with baby?
Sunday-Running
-Random reading again!
The only reason why loving you is not my goal,
is because it is my responsibility now,
it should never become a goal, because goals = haven't achieved!
Haha! The whole schedule is damn pack I swear!
And I got a feeling, quite a few cannot be completed,
but I just put it as a target, no high targets = nothing accomplished.
Anyway, "Random reading" is just another name for slacking -.-
And I'll definitely slot in lunch or dinner with baby yeah (:
Not gonna neglect you for my studies too (:I'm gonna train so hard physically is because I have a goal,
I wanna push myself to my limits, and when trainings resume,
I'm gonna take over and push the entire team,
I'm gonna smash the CJ's record of medal drought of 7 years
and grab those medals home! Just you watch guys!
9:44 PM
..Love never fails to end with a teardrop__*
HAD A WONDERFUL DAY TODAYI will not posting it here today hahah!
But I will put the link of our blog, so that you can read! (:
The link is also on the left by the way! HAHAHA! (:
http://its-her-and-me.blogspot.com
12:04 AM
..Love never fails to end with a teardrop__*
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Left house at 9.30 today, bought breakfast for my
Gladys,
gave her morning call and went to her house to meet her.
Haha, think her mum saw me from far, but oh well, guess she cant recognise me too.
Bused down to Toa Payoh Safra for pool haha.
It's been a really long time since we went,
and as usual, we played until we laugh and started talking "Balls and sticks" !!
Borrowed an umbrella from the lady there and bused down to our usual spot.
Haha, secret secret, couple's confidential places (((:
Trained down to Dhouby Ghaut after that to catch proposal.
Luckily we got the tickets like days before,
otherwise we would be sitting in the front row today.
Great show to watch, quite funny too hahhaha!
Trained and walked Ion Orchard, first time I went lahh!
Cause been super busy in school and had no time,
ate quite a bit there too haha. Just random walking, random buying.
Sent G home and bused home after that too.
Homed at 7pm (:
I love you more and more each time we meet,
the times we spent is no couple can beat.
The love we share is sweet,
And nothings gonna stop us from keeping it
10:47 PM
..Love never fails to end with a teardrop__*
Sunday, August 30, 2009
TO REJOYCE OR NOT TO?!Well, written report is finally over!
Spent more than 6 hours on PW just yesterday,
not counting the hours on the days before.
Getting it done is one thing, the comments is another.
But I won't bother about that first, cause we won't have to touch PW,
at least for another 2 weeks hahahaha!
Also, there's a history test tomorrow, I seem to know the content,
but I also feel that I've studied too little.
Spent like only 2hrs today? And my guilty conscience is bugging me now.
Cause I spent so many hours on like watching tv today?
Well, my last dilema is that Tuesday is a holiday!
I'm supposed to be happy! But I'm not exactly so!
Cause it's a super long day tomorrow!
Including remedials and all, I end at 6 tomorrow!
That's crap okay! Ending at 6 on the eve of teacher's day!
Hmm, on a lighter note, I think I know my goals for the Sept holidays.
-Revise chemistry and maths
-Read up on GP essay content
-Start reading on econs again!
-Gym sessions at Bishan! (Exercising is still important to me :D)
Met
Gladys at Charmaine's house today after her PW,
bused and trained down to tuition from there.
And I understand chemical equilibria from the tuition! Really quite happy! :D
and I'm a little more motivated to study
after I understood a little something about chemistry.
Seriously should have joined the tuition earlier >.<
But still, thanks G for introducing! :D
And and, I heard the student council peeps are like talking abt me in school now?
Saying my voice is very gentle and calm, and that I'm well mannered and all.
HAHA! It's really not intentional that I'm like that!
It's just the way I am! Seriously! Hehehe!
I think this week is gonna be really really exciting (:
9:54 PM
..Love never fails to end with a teardrop__*
